Chris Brown writes emotional note,says he went to church for the first time in 15 years

Once in a while, Chris Brown gets in touch with his emotions..Today is no different as the 26 year old wrote a lengthy note on instagram..

"I really wanna take this time to thank God for everything he's done for me over the years. The lessons and my personal mistakes I've experienced. I've done a lot in this short time I've been on this earth. I'm 26 but i feel 46 and I understand a lot more as a man and a father. Before I left the states for this tour run I was able to go to church. I haven't been in almost 15 years. HillsongLA!!!!! It's making me a better person and I appreciate all the fans across the world who love me for me.
I'm not perfect by any means and no one has to be. From Gangs to fights to beefs to drugs and anything else frowned upon I've been able to learn my own way and love myself and continue to spread positivity and SMILE. I feel comfortable in my own skin because man cannot judge man. I want to continue my path to be a legend. I want to always put a smile on the faces of people who think about giving up. Life isn't about self all the time. Life is about "Love". I was able to be inspired by one the the greatest two human beings who ever lived. "Michael Jackson" and "2pac"! Understand that religion and the color of skin doesn't make u any different from the rest of us. Your walk of life is yours and yours alone. Help one another and build life! Just want to show my appreciation! Love yall!"