I Still Love Chris Brown but..there is no making up right now-Karrueche

In her interview on OWN network last night, Karrueche admitted she still loved Chris Brown but,won't be taking him back..

But while talking to Iyanla Vanzant in an Oprah Winfrey Network exclusive interview Saturday night, she said..in tears

"I feel hurt because the man I loved betrayed me. I will never again let a man disrespect me, "I want my voice to be heard…I want to clear it up and tell my story and tell my side.""I saw a different side of Chris that not everybody sees. Although he's done whatever he's done, he's a good-hearted person,""He's a big kid with a big heart that's been through some things."

Tran admitted that her man lied, cheated and betrayed her on more than one occasion. Most recently, it was when she found out Brown had a baby with another woman. She said

"He's said he's sorry. He's dropped flowers off. He's sorry for what he's put me through,"There's no making up right now. I'm trying to be my strongest. I understand what he's put me through and I'm fed up."I still love him. I've changed to help him—go to church, pray, yoga, meditate—if he were to change, we would be in a better place, but that's the problem,"He did give me love. Maybe it wasn't the right love or the same level but he's a product of his environment growing up. There's no doubt in my mind that Chris loves me. I know he does."